I am a veteran of the Sixties protest movement. I saw action on several occasions, representing the left. I had been in rebellion against authority from a young age but it was the sight of a helicopter spraying tear gas overhead in May of '69 that proved a seminal moment, radicalizing me forever.
I tried to convey these feelings last Thursday when I took a group of students from the school where I teach on a tour I called Battleground Berkeley. (I teach English to people from other countries as I’ve been doing for the past fourteen years.) Battleground Berkeley was a school “activity” the first I’ve led at Kaplan where I’ve had the privilege of teaching since September.
Among the students on the tour were individuals from several South American and Asian countries, including a Vietnamese and and a handful of Europeans.
I was uniquely qualified to led the tour for not only did I participate in some of the more famous protests, but I have extensively researched and read about those times. They form the backdrop of a novel I've written.
We met in a classroom where I gave them some background on the protest movement in Berkeley which got its impetus with the Free Speech Movement in 1964. I then discussed the Third World Liberation Front Strike of 1967 and various protests against U.S. participation in the Vietnam War and the draft. I then discussed People’s Park in 1969. I showed photos from the era starting with one that showed the national guard in downtown Berkeley with the current site of our school in the background.
I finished this part of the activity by reading an excerpt from my forthcoming novel, The Blood of Love, which is set in Berkeley in the Sixties.
We were within two blocks of Haste Street, where you would turn left to get to the park, I was stunned to see battalions of police. Then someone turned on a fire hydrant. The cops didn’t hesitate, without warning they started shooting tear gas canisters at us. Marchers responded by throwing rocks. The scene had changed dramatically in a matter of seconds. A peaceful march had become a pitched battle.
People screamed, people shouted angrily, people looked for anything they could find to throw. Many threw the tear gas canisters back. I was in a state of disbelief.
I turned to Cyrus, “They tear down our park, then when we march in peaceful protest they attack us.”
I emerged from incredulity feeling the raw power of anger. Cyrus and I joined a cluster of protestors on Haste Street below Telegraph. Like my compatriots, I threw anything I could get my hands on.
I picked up a coke bottle, hurling it through the air. Then I found a chunk of brick and tossed that. A canister landed among us and exploded. I ran south down Telegraph. Cyrus and I were separated.
Looking back I saw a woman in a nurse’s uniform being beaten by cops. Looking forward I saw someone leaning against a car watching. A cop came up behind him putting him in a chokehold with his nightstick.
I saw different types of police: Berkeley City Police, UC campus police, Highway Patrolmen and later, Alameda County Sheriffs, the dreaded Blue Meanies.
I drifted a block further down Telegraph to Dwight Way. A few feet from me someone I knew named Chris was felled by a blast from a shotgun. “They’re shooting birdshot at us!” Someone shouted. A protestor who’d been a medic in Vietnam tended to Chris.
The Blue Meanies were shooting at us.
This was new.
This was war and we were unarmed.
There was a malevolence to police actions. The helmeted monsters were like alien robots programmed for mayhem. It was Chicago all over again. A police riot.
It was impossible to reconcile what I was seeing with the America I’d grown up pledging allegiance to. The supposed representatives of law and justice, those charged with serving and protecting the people, were attacking us — wantonly, viciously, with malice.
A girl to my right screamed “fuck you! Fuck you pigs!” With such rage and power that I was shaken — at the same time I sympathized with her.
I saw an elderly woman across the street knocked down by a cop. Demonstrators rushed to aide her. A man crossed the street to help. A cop told him to get back. “I’m a doctor, I want to help this woman,” he pleaded. The cop charged him, his baton raised. The doctor was lucky, he escaped. I saw some who weren’t so lucky. Most people who were caught, received beatings, sometimes from more than one officer.
A jeep drove down the street spraying tear gas. It was a surreal scene of indiscriminate mayhem and vengeance.
Further down the street a police car was upended then set afire, sending thick flumes of black smoke into the air to mix with the white of the tear gas. In its angry beauty, Berkeley was resembling a battle field.
Police and protestors were scattered over the area. Protestors were in groups ranging from a two or three to dozens. The police were hell-bent on exacting revenge for the objects being thrown at them.
I was an unarmed soldier without direction or purpose.
I was feral.
I was a witness.
I saw people who clearly were not involved being shot at. I saw pepper fog machines indiscriminately spraying their foul and hurtful smoke. I saw protestors swearing and screaming as they threw rocks and bottles. I saw, to paraphrase Allen Ginsberg, the best minds of my generation destroyed by anger: raging, hysterical, confused.
I came upon a tall young man who was bleeding from a facial wound. A medic from the Berkeley Free Clinic was tending to him. I heard someone say, “I did a tour in Vietnam, in a way this is as bad. At least over there the enemy wasn’t our own cops.”
Back on Telegraph I was filled with impotent rage, watching a girl being dragged along the ground by cops and a protestor being struck repeatedly in the arms and back by another cop. I saw Blue Meanies aiming and firing at people who were running away. I wanted desperately to do something. Something more meaningful and effective than throwing a rock.
But there was nothing I could do. Nothing. I reared my head back emitting a full-throated primal scream.
Hours after beginning a peaceful march down Telegraph, I was spent. Bone weary, hungry, thirsty and permanently embittered, I walked home. Despite the mayhem, somehow I’d been spared, suffering nothing worse than stinging red eyes from tear gas.
Our first stop was across the street from the school where there had been a mass arrest of protestors during the People’s Park demonstrators in what was then a Bank of America parking lot. Those arrested were taken in buses to the county jail in Santa Rita where they suffered horrible mistreatment ranging from abusive language to beatings. Virtually everyone arrested that day was subsequently released with no charges preferred.
A block up form there is the Cal campus. I pointed out the spot where I avoided arrest through my nimbleness (I was a soccer player) on one occasion as I and other protestors fled campus.
We walked up to Sproul Plaza with me pointing out the sights I saw and experiences I’d had as a young protestor (I was in high school). This included the spot where a tear gas canister landed in front of me. At Sproul I showed them where Mario Savio had spoken at the outset of the Free Speech Movement, where I stood when the helicopter spraying tear gas flew over head, where UC Student Body President Dan Siegel encouraged protestors to take back the park and incidentally where Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. once delivered a speech. We walked down Telegraph and I again pointed out various “battle” sites. I took them to People’s Park which is now surrounded by huge shipping containers to discourage any latter-day protestors. We concluded be seeing the roof where James Rector sat watching the protests when the Alameda County Sheriffs shot and killed him. There’s a plaque on the building commemorating the tragedy. I told them how the violence was instigated by the police (at the behest of our government, particularly the then governor of California, the odious Ronald Regan). They were truly police riots.
I was peppered with questions which is unusual for foreign students. The Vietnamese man thanked me for protesting U.S. participation in the war that had ravaged his country.
With that we parted company. As I started my walk home the rain that had held off during our tour started to fall.
The next day at school I was told by higher ups that the tour was well-received and I should certainly do it again. Already looking forward to it.