Back Despite Popular Demand: Films I've Watched Lately Some of Which I Loved Greatly (this time with a TV show in the mix)

Through a Glass Darkly

Through a Glass Darkly (1961) Bergman). Another great film about a woman struggling with serious mental issues. Indeed it’s among the best of them — Sunset Blvd., A Streetcar Named Desire, A Woman Under the Influence, Requiem For a Dream, Blue Jasmine, Silver Linings Playbook — being others in this category. Harriet Anderson is the young woman who’s recently out of the nuthouse and making a game effort at a normal life at a summer island cottage with her husband, father and younger brother. She seems fine. Until she doesn’t. Her struggles are more internal and we do not have the broad performances seen in many of the other films by the likes of Gena Rowlands, Cate Blanchett, Vivian Leigh and Gloria Swanson. Yet she is no less fascinating and her story is as sad as the others. The picture has a lot else going on with it as Bergman films tend to do. The venality of the father, the son’s desire to talk to his father and the husband/doctor caught in the middle. Of the films listed above I’d only rate Sunset Blvd. higher which is saying one helluva lot. Anderson’s understated yet affecting performance is one reason why.

Moonrise Kingdom (2012) W. Anderson. A month or so ago I panned Wes Anderson’s latest film while extolling this picture as an example of what he is capable of. I loved this, my latest viewing of MK more than any of the previous ones. It’s damn brilliant. This is Anderson at his best telling a cohesive, structured story with a wide array of well-drawn and interesting characters amid brilliant set designs. It’s such a contrast to his later films which seem as much an excuse to give the rich and famous cameos as to tell a story. It’s also a straight forward story: two misfit tweens fall in love and overcome innumerable obstacles to be together. The setting, mostly in an around scout sites on a New England island, is an essential character. The pacing couldn’t be better. Everything, all the craziness, works toward the one goal of telling the story. I hope he can get back to making this kind of picture.

Kerouac’s Road: The Beat of a Nation (2025) Burnough. This documentary is, as they say, in theaters now. Here’s a question. Did you like it? Here’s my answer: Yes and no. The parts that were about the book and the author were great. The intermixed stories about three sets of Americans on the road today were fine but should have been in their own documentary. Their relationship to Kerouac and his great novel were hard to discern. More like impossible. There wasn’t even an effort to connect the two. I wanted a documentary about my favorite novel and I got half of one and half of something else. When focusing on the book and its author the film broadened my fascination with On the Road which has had such an impact on me as a writer, a thinker, a reader and as a person. By itself it's a masterpiece but I often think of it as part of a trio with Dharma Bums and Desolation Angels also books of great meaning to me. Kerouac was not only the king of the beats but he helped set the table for the cultural changes of the Sixties. The greater freedoms, the desire to express oneself and the willingness to experiment. I'd have loved to seen a movie that used its ninety minute running time just on that.

Mike Myers in So I Married....

So I Married an Axe Murderer (1993) Schalmme. What a delightful surprise. I pressed play with low expectations. It looked for all the world like a light and silly comedy. I’d seen Axe Murderer when it first came out 32 years ago but held no memories of it. That can be a good or bad sign. Turns out this comedy is right in my wheelhouse. I’ve always liked Mike Myers starting with his work on Saturday Night Live. The film is set in San Francisco, another plus. It begins showing the sign for Jack Kerouac Alley next door to City Lights Bookstore, a huge plus. Myers plays a beat poet — I’m in! Nancy Travis is his love interest, Amanda Plumber her wacky sister and there are cameos aplenty including an especially good one from the late Phil Hartman. It’s a funny movie with a silly but not ridiculous premise. Myers is no classic leading man but he pulled this one off thanks to a script that was made for him. Well done.

The Life and Times of Judge Roy Bean (1972) Huston. It’s been a week and I barely remember watching it — I think that sums it up rather well. I had high hopes for the film it being from the great decade of American movies, the seventies, starring Paul Newman and directed by John Huston. But good lord what a mess. The script, such as it was, must have been written by a committee, the directing lacked cohesion as if there was no vision for the film (Huston was a big drinker so maybe....). Newman stumbled through it all as if in a hurry to get on to something else. Victoria Principal in her film debut was gorgeous which is as much as I can say on the plus column. Pity. 

Devil in the Family: The Fall of Ruby Franke (2025). Okay, okay this is not a movie but a three-part television documentary but I wanted to write about so deal it with folks (I flatter myself that there are plural readers for that matter, any at all). This is not exactly the sort of thing I generally watch. But I read something positive about it in the New York Times and thought I’d give it a whirl. Glad I did. Utterly compelling. It’s the story of a woman named Ruby Franke, a young Mormon mother of six who became the most popular family vlogger on YouTube. She had the ideal marriage and the ideal family and lived the ideal life in an ideal community in Utah. She was a handsome woman with a lovely family which reveled in one another’s company. But the dream turned into a nightmare as Ruby became obsessed with her image. She was controlling, manipulative and hell bent on perfection which to her was everything being done her way. Then she came under the spell of a woman who was essentially a cult leader. Ruby and the cult leader are now doing time (up to 30 years) in prison for child abuse. Her children, two in particular, went through hell. The filmmakers had access to all her tapes including hours and hours of outtakes. It’s all there for the world to see. A meteoric rise and a stunning fall. I couldn’t stop talking about to the missus after watching it. Incredible stuff.

The Victim

Lance Cullers was thinking about the girl who sat next to him in class today. How had he not noticed her before? She was a tall blonde with incredible legs. He’d had trouble concentrating on what the professor was saying because of those legs. The highlight of the day was when she’d smiled at Lance when he caught her eye. Was that a signal? Next week he’d definitely say something to her. Maybe think of a question to ask or a comment to make. It had been two months since Lance had broken up with Seneca. Who was he kidding, she’d dumped him. Hurt like hell at the time but he’d bounced back. He was totally ready for that chick in class, Definitely talk to her next week. Lance looked at his watch, about quarter to five. Not much to look forward to the rest of the day. Laundry, dinner, studying then to bed fairly early cause he had an early morning class. Maybe smoke a joint with Rob. Should call home and see how Mom was doing. She’d been down with the flu for a week. Lance thought back to class. He was obsessed with that chick’s legs. He imagined her naked. Oh man, he thought, to really see her naked would be incredible. But was Lance setting himself for disappoint? Girls like that usually had boyfriends. Hell she was probably living with someone. Lance thought maybe he’d be better off asking out that new girl who’d moved into his apartment complex. What was her name? Sarah? Yeah that’s it. She’s cute. Sarah is cute and the mental image of her yesterday wearing cut offs and smiling at himwas his last thought before the bullet entered the back of his skull. There was a moment, a fraction of a fraction of a second of pain then blackness. Nothing. Lance fell to the ground with a thud. Dead.

Twenty-three years old. Grew up in a comfortable suburban home with a younger brother and an older sister a dog and a cat and two wonderful parents. It had been a mostly idyllic childhood. Lots of friends, a few enemies. Some really cool teachers and some who were jerks. The broken arm when he was nine. The first joint when he was twelve. First kiss when he was thirteen. The trip to Yellowstone. The trip to New York. The trip to Disneyland. His first NFL game. Loss of virginity at sixteen. Being really good at football, making all conference but later the realization he wasn’t good enough for college ball. The girlfriends. Marci senior year. They were so close. So happy but she went back east for college. There was the incredible freedom of college. Meeting new people from all over the state and outside the state and even from outside the country. Getting drunk sometimes. Great parties. Finally getting interested in school. Settling into a history major. The first trip to Europe. Seeing London and Paris. In the MA program. The decision to  someday be a high school teacher and football coach. His brother Sean doing great getting a football scholarship to Notre Dame. Big sister Deena getting in law school. Life had had some ups and downs but Lance had mostly been happy and there was so much to look forward.

Had been. He was laying face down on the street now. No warning. Just dead in an instant. No future. No present. Just a past that would only exist in other peoples’ memories. Their versions of HIS life.

The person who’d shot Lance was on the roof of a three-story apartment building. His name was Corey and he’d actually been a Freshman English with Lance before dropping out of school. As soon as he’d shot Lance shot a girl who was walking toward Lance and had just realized that she knew Lance from a party. She was going to say hi but then saw him fall. Almost before she could react a bullet hit her in the forehead and she too was dead.

It was a busy street just off campus with lots of students leaving for their residences or coming to campus for an evening class or to study. It took a few seconds after the second victim fell before people reacted. Some screamed. Some hid behind a car or tree. Others ran. Several made 9-1-1 calls.

The first two targets were easy but now people were moving erratically or hiding. Corey started shooting wildly. Most of his shots missed but he did had four people. Two died, one instantly, one later that night. Two were injured. 

Corey scrambled down off the roof  he’d used as his sniper’s nest, using the fire escape. He’d do the rest of his damage on foot then use his pistol  to shoot himself. He ran into a store and started shooting. Two more people died and two more injured. For some reason he couldn’t make himself go beyond the first cash register. He felt it unsafe to go further into the store. Corey stepped outside and immediately started shooting into a laundromat. One person got a superficial wound. He looked up and down the street. There was nothing interesting and all the noises blended together and sounded like obnoxious white noise. Corey’s head hurt like hell. He noted some of his victims laying in the street. More than anything else it made him think of the video games he played. But he couldn’t find anyone else to shoot. He looked up at an apartment and saw faces in the window. He started shooting. He wounded two more people.

Then the cop cars came. Corey crouched into a shooting position. A police sharp shooter who Corey couldn’t see was in position. Corey took aim at a police car and fired. In the next instant the sharpshooter’s shot hit Corey in the throat. For a second, almost two, Corey felt horrible, the rush of blood, the choking in his throat the incredible pain but then he too was dead.

In the aftermath people were baffled. Sure, Corey’s father said, Corey had struggled with mental problems but nothing all that serious, some depression, social anxiety. He’d had trouble making friends and had had no luck meeting girls. But there was never the slightest indication…..

The victims were mourned. Six dead. Another paralyzed. Memorial services were held. There was a candlelight vigil. Crisis counselors were on hand. Families of the victims expressed sorrow, shock and anger. Everyone was angry. Everyone was saddened. Journalists and commentators picked over the story for a week. Politicians spoke of the tragedy of this senseless violence, they offered thoughts and prayers. One of the state’s senator’s offered a gun control bill. It died in committee.

It was as dead as Lance Cullers. 

A Trip to Ocean Beach is Here Recounted

Photo by author

Went to Ocean Beach in San Francisco. I’ve been going once or twice a year for — I don’t know, a long time. Left the house at 8:48. Walked to the BART station. Caught the end of the morning commute so was lucky to get a seat, even luckier when I transferred at MacArthur Station. Stuck my nose in Lonesome Dove which I started re-reading a couple of days ago.

After transferring had to put the headphones on. I was sitting near a sniffer. Don’t know how people can sit there and sniff repeatedly in a public place. Annoying as hell. Some people don’t seem to mind. That’s weird to me too.

Got off at first SF station and went to MUNI Metro station which is in the same place as the BART station. Not a long wait for the N Judah that goes all the way to Ocean Beach. Not too crowded. Was enjoying the music so left headphones on.

Nose buried in book all the way to end of the line. Forgot to time how long the ride is. Half an hour or so. When I looked out the window I was seeing different sites than I do in Berkeley. I was seeing San Francisco. Great city. Not like it was in my youth but then what is?

SF in my youth was Herb Caen in an  entertaining San Francisco Chronicle that featured numerous columnists a really good sports section and a good comics page. Willie Mays and Willie McCovey on the Giants playing in wind swept Candlestick Park. KSFO radio was king although for rock there was KYA and KFRC and for soul KDIA. Disc jockeys were celebrities in those days. On your favorite stations you know who was on air when. There was Don Sherwood. Emperor Gene Nelson. Russ The Moose Syracuse, Jim Lange who also hosted The Dating Game. A lot of people walked around with transistor radios. Very few games were on TV so you listened to the Giants on the radio. 

There were traditional night clubs in San Francisco like the Fairmont. Tony Bennet, Count Basie, Ella Fitzgerald and other greats would perform in the city. There were also places like the Fillmore where the great rock bands — Joplin, Jefferson Airplane, The Who — played. There were always top acts in town. Many rock stars lived in SF.

The Haight Ashbury was where it was at. The cultural revolution on full display. Hippies galore. It was a wild scene and upsetting as hell for the straights.

People — hippies aside — dressed well. Men in ties. Women with permanents. Beauty salons were big.

The 49ers played in Kezar Stadium right there in Golden Gate Park not far from the Haight. I’d go to games with my dad and his friend who was a Berkeley cop (a very straight-laced, conservative racist one). We’d walk through the Haight, stopping at a bar in a bowling alley, then be in a whole other world among football fans at the stadium. Culture shocks. Plural.

Anyway, that was San Francisco in the Sixties. The city still has its charms, is still beautiful, but….

Off boarded at the last stop. Short walk from there to the Pacific Ocean. Rarity, I could see blue sky at the ocean in San Francisco. Almost never happens. Wasn’t warm by any stretch but pleasant enough. I’d been depressed but the negative ions of the ocean took a big bite out of that. Stood at water’s edge for a good spell. Was that the skyline of Tokyo I saw in the distance? Probably not, but I could see a ways. Went for a stroll along the tip of the tide careful to stay dry.

Dogs love the beach. So much to smell. So much room to run. Digging always an option. Yeah, a lot of happy dogs and contented dog owners. Some people fishing. Seems an odd place for it what with the waves and the tides and all but they’re there often so much be catching something. It is an ocean after all.

Was confused what I was supposed to be thinking about. Anything? Nothing? Should I just be in a meditative state? Clear the mind? I did notice my depression lifted.

Took photos. It’s de rigueur on such excursions. 

Always people about at Ocean Beach. But never a lot except the one time I went there during a heat wave. That’s the one time I saw people swimming. I did a bit of wading myself that day.

Finally said adieu to the beach and made my way to a place called the Fish Hook Co. Went there last visit to the Ocean. Ordered the fish and chips, haven’t had any since UK trip in May. Also bought an NA beer I’d never tried before. Beer and meal were excellent. The only seating was outdoors and initially the sun was in my face. I’d rather not eat with the sun beating down on me but I was saved by some clouds that rolled in and provided shade.

Crossed the street where there was a combo cafe and bookstore. They were heavy on the knickknacks and light on the books. I have more at home. Browsing took up less than a couple of minutes. As in one.

Walked back to catch the J. There was a man lying face down on the sidewalk. A passed out drunk? Homeless man sleeping? Dead? Sadly we’re accustomed to seeing unconscious people laying on our streets. It’s always someone else’s department. Guilty.

Uneventful ride home which is what you want on public transportation. On a BART car a man and a boy decided to put on a concert then pass the hat. I do not like this. When I listen to music I want it to be my choice, not inflicted on me. Headphones were a savior.

Walked home satisfied that I’d had nice outing. Because I had.

Please Rate and Review This Blog Post

Sometimes I stop at the Coffee Hut before work and get a decaf latte. There are two gents who work there one of whom I usually chat with because we support the same British football team. Here’s the amazing part: there is no follow-up. I do not get an email later in the day asking me to review my experience. What a relief.

Go to the dentist for a teeth cleaning, you can expect to ask them for a review.

Buy a dress shirt online. Wait for it, that request for a review is coming. 

Cardiologist.

Sock purchase.

Please rate your experience and write a review.

Enough already.

Worse yet, many businesses will badger you. You don’t rate and review immediately, they follow-up. And follow-up.

Why the desperation? It feels creepy. 

Please tell me what you think of me. Assign me a number between one and five. Recommend us. We love you. Don’t you love us?

And if you do review and/or rate they sometimes get personal. How old are you? What’s your ethnicity? What’s your education level? When did you lose your virginity? Do you smoke pot? Ever been to Saskatoon?

Yeah I know, it’s for the marketing department. Well, they can bugger off.

Here’s when and how and what you can get something out of me. Your product or service was absolutely fantastic, far beyond what I expected. You deserve a pat on the back. Well done, lads. 

Or. Your product or service was terrible. A total rip off wasting my time and money. Others need be warmed and I need to vent.

Or. All you want is a quick rating one through five and that’s it. Happy to oblige. Now go away.

All the humanity has been stripped from customer service. It’s all about getting ratings and recommendations. Building and solidifying the brand. I learned about this working for a language school that was totally corporate. We’d have in-services that couldn’t have been less about teaching people English and were all about getting good ratings so there’d be more customers (i.e. students). I had a natural distrust of corporate culture and easily developed a real hatred for it. It’s a place where the suits who spend their time in offices staring at their computer or in meetings or flying from one big city to another or looking at the raw data or vying for that opening one rung up or going to seminars or hearing motivational speeches or eating expensive meals that are on the corporate dime or glad-handing or sucking up or being sucked up to, those jerks make well into six figures with bonuses, while the people doing the real work need to tutor on the side to make ends meet.

There was one bigwig who regularly popped by. It was nice in one respect because he would “buy” us lunch for which everyone would dutifully thank him, though come on, everyone knew he didn’t personally spend a dime it came out of an account set aside to mollify the peons. He was that super friendly type who learned all our names and something about us that he could refer to next time. Always asked me about my commute. I once suggested him  that teachers who showed their loyalty by staying another year get a token bump in pay, even just one per cent. An incentive for more teachers to stick around. He acted liked I’d just suggested doubling everyone’s salary. Like I was so dumb and naive and I should leave such big decisions to the highly paid brass. Fuck that guy and all those higher-ups who were looking to buy a second home or a yacht or new mistress.

Am I bitter? Not really, there’s no time for that. I’ve got a lot of positivity surrounding me that I need to enjoy in my remaining years. I can’t dwell on the evils of capitalism although I wish I could do something to take it down. If there is a revolution be sure to rate and review.

Let the Celebrations Begin, Trivia Fun is Back!!!

Claude Monet, noted for his impressions

I'm deeply honored to introduce another edition of Trivia Fun. I know exactly what you're thinking: it's about damn time! Yes, it's been nearly two years (October '23) since this beloved feature last appeared. As you may recall all trivia fun "facts" have been verified by the International Bureau of Trivia headquartered in Digby, Nova Scotia. Enjoy!

In Europe instead of going the extra mile, workers go the extra kilometer.

Reportedly Eva Braun was upset about having to commit suicide because, she claimed, her and Adolph were finally making real progress in couples therapy.

Famed French impressionist Claude Monet reportedly did a spot on Johny Wayne.

After the dissolution of the Ask Jeeves search engine, a despondent Jeeves committed suicide.

Not many people know that AA Milne had a smaller brother called AAA Milne

The Dewey Decimal System was named for William F. Decimal of Hershey, Pennsylvania. 

Sacagawea was chosen to help Lewis and Clark explore the Louisiana Territory because she was the only one in her tribe who’d downloaded google maps.

According to military historians, dozens of U.S. soldiers missed the D-Day invasion because they had forgotten their passports.

Most theologians say that in college Jesus was a religious studies major.

In five states it is illegal to talk to a pelican.

There is credible evidence that Italian dictator Benito Mussolini survived World War II and opened a small pizzeria in Yonkers.

In a potential cost-saving measure the Federal Bureau of Mathematics is thinking of eliminating the number 27.

Julius Caesar’s brother Rolf is believed to be the first person to say: “heads I win, tails you lose.”

Actors Jon Hamm and Kevin Bacon are believed to be kosher.

Oddly, famed physicist Albert Einstein found sudokus too difficult but loved to do the daily jumble.

Recently many giraffes have taken to wearing scarves.

Among cannibals expensive purchases can literally cost an arm and a leg.

Under federal law it is a felony to steal someone’s thunder unless you immediately return it.

Dickens’ A Tale of Two Cities was originally set in London, Paris and Schenectady and called A Tale of Three Cities.

While there has been a recent decline in psychic advisors there has been a concurrent rise in the number of psychotic advisors.